Ever have one of those days where you can’t do anything right? This is one of those days.
It seems that for the past few weeks, I’ve been having those days one right after another. I’d mess up in my job, totally blowing simple tasks and assignments and then when I get home, I can’t do anything right there either. Well, when your married, you never do anything right.
At this point, I’m becoming very cynical in my outlook on life and I’m running the real danger of just shutting off everything and everyone in this world and putting up a very solid wall so as not to be affected by anybody ever again.
Yes, I do believe in God and I do believe in Romans 8:28 where it says “All things work together for good to them who love God and are called according to his purpose.” I really do believe that. But, there are times, like now, when I feel really alone. Where I don’t know where to turn because no matter what I do it’s wrong. Or somebody will come up and tell me it’s wrong. Or that I can’t get motivated or started on something because now I’m getting gun shy before starting a new project or idea.
Like I said, today is one of those days. But, I’m still praying for God to give me to break and trusting him to show me the way to go. It’s not easy, but nobody ever said that having faith would be pleasant.
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Ive had One of those days... its like you said...Life still goes on. whether we want it to or not it does...Your Not alone NEVER!!
I've been feeling the same off and on for over a year. Even more so these past few months but I feel more that way with God....that I can't do anything right for Him, constantly making the same mistakes and so doubt enters and I start shutting down. You know the old saying "Out of sight, Out of mind," that's how I deal with it. One thing I hold on to is God's promise that He will never leave me no matter what. My faith says "hang in there", so my friend hang in there and know that God has your back no matter what!
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